To forgive & forget...

Ada this quote.. from unknown..

“Men forget but never forgive. Women forgive but never forget.”

I may forgive, but I will never ever forget.

To forgive someone means that you have accepted the person's apologies.. It means that you are willing to give that someone a chance to make things right. It also means that you still have a heart and are willing to accept that someone to be with you.

To forget the things that that someone has done to you or to others, is quite hard. Personally, I cannot just forget the hurtful things that that someone had done or said to me. Even if it's just a little, minute silly thing which other people don't take it seriously.. But the little things mean the most, you see.. Especially if that someone is close to you.

I forgive but never forget. What I would do in such cases, is that I would try to move on and let things be.. As it was before.. Not entirely 'forget' the whole thing, but just move on with your life. What good is it if we were to wallow in our sadness and sorrow? What good is it if we were to plan on vengeful schemes to make a revenge on that particular someone?

Sigh..

Lastly, things which appear to the naked eye don't usually show the real, honest truth. Apa nya orang, "Don't judge a book by it's cover"..

A true friend values the meaning of friendship.
It's not just there to comfort you when you're emotionally in need..
(Meha, 2008)

My love...

Hello everyone 大家好...

27th October 2008

Happy 27th Birthday to My Love, Hasrin!

生日快乐！

The first time I saw you was in the Dojang during Taekwondo training. You were then the Captain of the Club and the list of girls going after you wasn't exactly short... *hehehe* Our seeds of love blossomed when you told me how you felt on that beautiful evening at the beach during sunset... And I thank God for that moment when you entered my life for never in my life have I met such a special guy like you...

who teaches me lessons in life...
who holds me tight when I'm feeling down...
who thinks about me day and night...
who cooks for me when I'm hungry...

who pampers me with gifts...
who accompanies me to the field...
who helps me catch insects...
who can tolerate my temper...
who can accept my faults...

and most importantly...

who loves me unconditionally...

心是热血的，对我是真心的。。。

And whenever I'm not by your side...

Just remember,

The stars you see represent me saying 'I Love You'
星星代替我说爱你。。。
The breeze you feel represent me saying 'I Miss You'
微风吹起是想念。。。
The warmth of the sun you feel on your skin
照耀在身上的阳光温暖。。。
is when I open my arms, holding you near, hugging you...
是因为我张开手在擁抱着你。。。

有力量去爱人或被爱的人，都是幸福的人。。。
True blessings flow from our ability to love and be loved by others...

Nature is always full of surprises...

Hello everyone 大家好...

The forest is undoubtedly a place where there are hidden treasures, endless beauty and of course full of surprises... I went to check the traps at disturbed site 4 on one very hot and sunny noon and...

Tell me do you see anything in this picture? Well except for the dried fern and twigs la...

Now... tell me what you see...

I didn't realize its existence until it was about 30cm away from my face. And I stood there for I think a whole 20 minutes under the sun photographing it and enjoying its beauty. Mesmerizing!! Its just so prettyyyyy...

心迷就会苦，心悟就自在。。。
A confused mind suffers agony; an enlightened mind feels at ease...

Bon... James Bon...

Hello everyone 大家好...

This post is solely dedicated to the one and only Bon... Who is he 他是谁呢?

1. My B.Sc. Biological Science junior
2. My faithful all-time listener
3. My sweet adopted little brother
4. My companion in the field
5. Most importantly, Zyana's Love... *teeheehee*

Wishing you a very Happy Birthday and may success be with you always. Your present I hutang first k... Sorry Bon~

13th October 2008

Happy 22nd Birthday to Bon Wuu Yih!

生日快乐！

Ahahahaha... so nice to have little brother to play with :D *hehehe*

Play is play~ But Bon is very hardworking one you know~

Bon's favorite line: "I'm hungryyyyy... 我好饿哦。。。"

Ok, this part has nothing to do with Bon la... *hehehe* It just coincidentally happened on the 13th October as well ma... Went to the field in the morning to check on the traps... On my way out from my simpang, I found this...

Ditched car in ditch...

要以理来轮事，不是拿事来轮理。。。

We must carry out our tasks according to principles, not let our principles be compromised by our tasks...

Poor Battsy..

Last friday my mom & my lil' sister found a very cute, small bat lying helplessly on the ground in our car's garage. My mom figured that it was injured so she kept it in a box.

Where did the bat come from? From the roof-top of my house!!! (and No B.B, i dont live inside a cave baahhhh ;P) Apparently there quite number of holes found at the roof which actually allow these bats to come in & roost. Bats are known to be active during night & every night i always hear this squeaking & crawling sound of hundred of feet on the ceiling which i first thought they were mice or rats or birds!!!

I was very excited with my first encountered handling with bat so i brought it to the campus & went off to my supervisor office, Dr David Lane to identify it. He carefully took the bat out of the box & just held using his bare hands only (without using any gloves that is!!) Of cos ler, in our biology department, he's the most experienced with handling bats compared to others.

So the name of the genus is Saccolaimus saccolaimus, which is commonly known as Naked-Rumped Pouched Bat which one of the high-flying bats. It's a male & still a juvenile & it eats insect. The bat have this cute small pouched below its chin to keep any insect that it catches. We found that one of its wings got injured thats probably why it didnt try to fly away.. After he carefully handled & observed the bat i asked him what should i do with it since it still a live. He told me to i.d it first & set it free or keep it as a pet. Then i kept the bat inside a sack that Dr Lane gave.

Right after finished talking with him, i went straight off to B.B room's & showed off my 1st bat. Cath & metis were there too. B.B got so excited about the bat & she wanted to take pictures of it. But the thing was, all of us were too penakut to take out the bat from the sack. So we sorta forced metis to do it instead :D

So the next day, i finally had the guts to hold the bat without using gloves after seeing how relaxed Salihah was when she took it out from the sack. Even B.B, cath & my siblings now arent afraid of touching it anymore..he's one hell of cute little fellaa~ hen ke'ai yo...

My lil sister named it Battsy (i know its pretty lame name for a male bat kan, but i decided just to stick with it) And I got so attached to the bat that i decided to keep it as a pet for 5 days only.. I tried to feed it with insects that i caught, it just wont eat. Look at the size of its tummy, mikin shrink liao without foods for almost a week..

Finally, one day when i was in the campus revising for my biochemistry test, my lil sister text me and said that Battsy heart beats were so weak & he was dying right in her hands.. How was i feeling? honestly i felt a bit sad of losing it... after all he's been a good pet to me..

But looking on the brighter side, i got to preserve Battsy as a wet specimen & keep it in the UBD museum and there'll be my NAME on it, wuuhooo!! :D

P.S: May you rest in peace Battsy...

Ikung-less Frog

Hello all~

This will be a short post.. (I think..)

Last Saturday, 18th October, we went to Andulau for the BI 4224 practical. It was interesting because I've never been there.. And we even get to visit the small museum there. I uploaded most of the pictures in Facebook so just click here to see 'em all.

I like this pic.. :)

Kinda edited this pic pasal ada orang in the background.. So yeah..

Then, on Monday, 20th October, we had ELISA practical for Immunology. It was fun grinding all those leafy vegetables to get the sap. More pictures will be uploaded to Facebook. So, I will give the link later lah. Here's the link!

Cath menutuk sayur ah.. Haha

Some of us also went to Nadz's for dinner later that evening.. She cooked spaghetti for us~ Cath & I ikut in Ikhwan's car and we were a bit bising nyanyi lagu Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat. That was the only song I can play in his car pasal his other cds are very rock-ish.. I played with his Nikon jua.. Took a few pictures with the Nikon.. Sakainess~

Ani using my G9 by Nemo

The following photos were taken using Nemo's Nikon

Me: Mana ikung nya?
Nemo: Frog ada ikung kan?
Me: LOL

Eseh~

Apa ku gambar ani ah?

Kekurangan objects dalam kereta ah.. Hehe

And oh, had the Biochem test tadi..

Sigh.. Bah, back to my research for the project.

Eksen!

Hahahah

September Babies Part 2...

Hello everyone 大家好...

Sorry for missing in action again for so long 我又不见了， 对不起. Still remember my last post on September Babies Part 1? I know, I know, it was ages ago~ * hahaha* This post will be the sequel of it and the last of the sequel. Tantu la~ It's October already ma~ *hahaha* Ok, here goes...

19th September 2008

Happy 20th Birthday to my brother, Dixon Liew!

生日快乐！

No matter how much you annoy me or how much we argue, you're still my little brother and nothing can ever change that~ Happy Birthday Pighead 猪头!

22nd September 2008

Happy Birthday to Mila Haziman!

生日快乐！

Mila is a wonderful Taekwondo senior (currently a black belt holder) of mine whom had taught me a lot of kicking and sparring skills. His sense of humor is every reason why training is so fun and enjoyable. Happy Birthday Mila! Waacha!

This picture was taken way back in 2006 when I was a whole lot slimmer than I am now *hahaha* Huge difference eh? Talk about improvement in life~ *hahaha*

25th September 2008

Happy 22nd Birthday to ME, Catherine Liew!
*aiyo, I sound so pathetic la~*

生日快乐！

This year, my birthday was celebrated by a bunch of wonderful friends. They had actually planned this surprise birthday for me for a long time. No words can describe how happy I was that night 我真的好开心, Thank You all of you 谢谢你们~ you know who you are.

On 23rd September after Entomology Practical, Meha and Hanie suggested going for sungkai at Misato. So off we went~ Metis was already there when we arrived, followed by the rest, Mirul, Saiful, Ikhwan, Jeffery, Bon, Zyana, Syidah...

Then apa lagi~ we dig into the buffet big time! Lapar kaliah~ *hahaha* Puasa ma~

I can literally hear the sushi screaming: 'HELP! 救命啊！The wicked man is gonna gobble me up! HELP!' *hehehe*

Jeffery on the other hand, was gentle with the sushi~

Then out came my birthday cake 生日蛋糕 leaving a very speechless and blushed me sitting there listening to the birthday song~ Mixed emotion of happiness, touched, giddyness was overwhelming... *emosi bah, hahaha*

My birthday cake, hand-picked by the lovely couple, Bonnie and Clyde *eh salah*, Bon and Zyana~ I don't exactly remember the name of the cake, something chocolate obviously *hahaha* And it was YUMMY!!

Me and my cake~ :D
Birthday Wish: 'I'm giving my wish to all my friends who are here with me now... Wishing all your wishes to come true...'

Me again with my cake~ Thank you so much you guys~

Group photo~ (Hanie is the photographer)

Group photo~ (Now Mirul is the photographer) *hehehe*

Me with the lovely couple~ bila kamu kahwin? *hehehe*

Me and Saiful~

Me and Ikhwan~

Me and Metis~

Me and Hanie~

Me and Meha~

Me and Syidah~

Me and the girls~

Me and the guys~

We actually had so much fun entertaining ourselves. This is what we did:

1. Who has the biggest eyes?
Winner: Mirul~ basar mata nya yo~

2. Who has the smallest eyes?
Winner: Ikhwan~ cute kan ia~ *hehehe*

3. Who is the most girly?
Winner: I think you know the answer to that~ *hahaha*

Metis became the walrus... he has to do this in every sushi restaurant in town!

Ok tell me what you think of this picture? Any resemblance? *teehehe*

Saiful stacked 4 cups on top of one another~ told you we know how to entertain ourselves *hehehe* and guess what? The cup-tower actually felt and we screamed so loud! *hahaha* Kids never try this, you'll only get spanked! Only young adults like us are allowed to~ *hehehehe*

After so much chatting and so much fun~ we reluctantly parted... It was actually because we were the only ones left in the restaurant and the waiter and waitress keep glancing at us~ *hahaha* Ok ok, we get the point~

Thank You for a wonderful night~ Thank You 谢谢~

On the actual day of my birthday, 25th September, my love *eseh wa~* brought me out for sushi! My birthday this year is labeled as sushi birthday~ *hahaha* We went to Excapade Kiulap and had a very nice, enjoyable, quiet sushi sungkai...

Thank you Sayang~ *mwuahz*

From your Sayang~ *mwuahz*

Toot toot toot~~ Sushi train passing by~ Yummy!

*drools*

One of my personal favorite~ Mini Salmon Mayo! Yum~

30th September 2008

Happy 23rd Birthday to Nurul Jannah @ Jenz!

生日快乐！

Happy Birthday to the most gorgeous looking lady in the whole world whom I've known since my high school years~ She is everything a friend can be... lovely, pretty, charming, sexy, intelligent, nice, sweet, cute... and the number of guys hitting on her is longer than Santa's Xmas list! *hehehe* When are you coming back to Brunei? Missing you to bits!! XOXO

以亲切的爱心去关怀别人，这分爱心更是造福的种子。。。
When we care for others with deep sincerity, our heart of love is the noble seed that brings great blessings…